And it's getting harder to breathe,
Lord knows how tired you are,
But you're still surviving.
Every day you kept thinking,
Will it get better if you keep breathing,
Or it would be much easier if you stop living,
But you still here,
Fighting.
To myself who's already 20 today,
You've done so much alone,
I know there's a lot more things you want to do.
A lot more scene you want to see.
A lot more people you want to meet.
Pls don't give up.
Allah knows what best for you,
Allah is saving the best for you.
It will not get easier now,
It will not get better soon,
But Allah would always be here with you.
Ya Allah,
Thankyou for all of the good things You gave to me,
Thankyou for blessing me with a great people,
Life's not easy,
But they've always make it easy for me.
Thankyou for granting one of my wishes.
To 20 years of living,
To 20 years of happiness,
To 20 years of pain,
To 20 years of laughing,
To 20 years of crying,
To 20 years of begging for everything to stop,
To 20 years of begging every little bit of happiness to happen everyday,
To 20 years of every good things and bad things that has happened to you,
To 20 years of good things and bad things you've done,
To everything that's happened to you,
May you're always grateful for it.
And to your future years that's gonna come,
May Allah bless you,
May Allah ease everything for you,
May Allah forgive all your sins,
May Allah accept all your good deeds,
May Allah grant all your duas.
May Allah fulfil your wishes.
Ya Allah,
Forgive me for being ungrateful all this years,
For always complaining to You,
For always forgetting You.
Ya Allah, this year i would only want You to bring me closer to You,
To always remind me to always remember You,
To always be grateful to You
And to always be in love with You.
May you only have a great year starting from now,
Amin.
Happy 20 baby. 🤗🤗🤗